Transcendence

Then transcendence, she whispers to my heart
Secrets of the world
Discreet enough so I listen closer; Deafening in power
Illuminating souls of things
In a language understood but unable to be spoken,
Gripping to the soul, but healing for my bones
Waves, waves, oceans of gravity pulling me down, ushering me in till I'm
Finally home.
The only constancy is dreams; the only salvation to me is beauty
Where my one sensation believes I am free

Finally escaping,
In the loss of me that I've been hungering for
Finally perceiving
Making sense of what is seen.

I choose the real,
Replete with sick and pain
I choose to feel
Cause happiness grows thin to fade
I trust you; I relinquish all
Compelled to love, I rest in awe
Where silence speaks
The softest song of God